Cute things EVER.

Two weeks of school holidays almost end now :) When I realized all those homework and all those folio that I haven even touch it, I know I'm dead now..seriously I'm dying.. I think it's time to LAST MINUTES again. God bless! @@ Another thing is.. in this two weeks of school holidays I thought it might be so enjoyable and simple but then it can happened a lot of serious stupid stuff on me. Really. Went to a random party, met a guy, both of us love at first sight, having chat, morning call, hang out and became a 'secret twitter's friends'(?) haa~ (absurd). Always hurt by a guy, I already used to it. Maybe that's how I live with.. I tried to change it but can I? My love always easy come and easy go, sucks. Can I change to easy come but hard to go? Truly in love with each other but can't to-be-gether?! (cruel). Remember my sweetheart, love is need to GRASP by your own self, it can't be control by someone else and something else. Chances is hard to get back, when the fate is already came, don't lose it and don't just let it be, you need some action to prove it if you really want it and need it and love it! Don't just like that, you need to learnt more about it. If you truly love someone, you will get it no matter how the situation is, you will try to get it till the end. If you want to love, just go ahead. NOBODY can force that you can't! REALLY! I just telling the truth my sweetheart. My heart is damn pain when I'm watching you to be like you don't want to be. DO whatever you want to do. Don't control by someone else. Follow your dreams baby :) JUST TRUST YOURSELF! Trust yourself is more helpful and useful by trust something else. I didn't contempt something or what, I really just want you to know about it. Make the decision by your own self not by others. Ask yourself properly, ask what you really want and what you really want to do! Not the instructions by someone but is YOU! Think wisely and make the decision carefully. Look clearly to this cruel world, try to understand it. It can't be help by anything but you, just you! The thought of yours is the most important things EVER! Don't always tell me that this cannot that don't let. You are the one who only can control your own self in this god damn world not the others. Hope you know it, I didn't treat a guy like this before but you. All because I want you back, the only one that who I really give so many chances to, just you. But you don't care about all those rare chances. Please .. I beg you now, THINK  THINK THINK !! Don't just let me go like this, I don't want to end like this. It's not over yet !! ♛ ...